My mom’s new boyfriendind changes her..?
Heres the down load story and I hope you get it all and it doesn’t confuse you.. It may and I’m uber sorry. My mother and I used to have a fantastic relation ship and we were, more so best friends, or you could say sisters. She is 38, and I’m 17, recently she moved me to Bear Creek Texas so she could be with her long lost husband (even though he just got sent to prison) so, we sold everything we owned, I had to give my friends all my pictures I had, and all we came down here with was our car, three cats, and a dog, and three fish ( idk why the fish but they were special) any who, we’ve been down here starting on our fourth month, but when getting here we had to stay at my grandmas house (her husbands mom) and I didn’t even know her she was a stranger. I was going to go to public school but they didn’t accept half of my washington credits and they were trying to bump me back two grades and i wouldn’t have that, so now I’m home schooled. Anyways, we have been fighting since we have been down here because I haven’t met one friend yet, I was working for a while but it was a very bad enviroment, I want to work again so I can get out of the hosue because I’m in the house seven days a week, but I don’t get my car for awhile. So now, my mom has left her husband because she met a family friend and so aparently shes in love with him,
Before it just used to be me and my mom, and I get it that people say "well its probably because you are jealous" but thats it, its not that, i agreed to move down here so SHE would be happy. she devoted her whole life to me, so i thought she deserved to be happy, and truthfully she still does, but her new boyfriend, he tries getting money out of her, and he smokes weed, and he does cocain ( I think that’s crack) she gave him 900 dollars so that he could get a truck of his own but he spent it on drugs. I do try to tell her how i feel and it didnt turn out well, all we do is end up fighting and she started hitting me (which is a sign of her changeing because she never hits me) and i hit her back (and I WOULD NEVER HIT MY MOM) but for some reason i just had to..
anyways, and he just RANDOMLY moved in, and what i hate the most is that he yells at me, i’ve known him for a week or so and he YELLS at me, and tells me im a maniac for crying becasue I want to go home, and I yell back at him and tell him he knows nothing about me and he says your behavior tells it all. My behavior? for being upset that i sit in a room seven days a week?
My mom has always bought me whatever I wanted, I’m not trying to sound spoiled but its the truth shes never said no, but shes only bought me whatever I wanted because she trys to buy my happiness she always has, and her boyfriend, his name is patrick when he was yelling at me he started saying "my name is cari, i want a 500 dollar cell phone, a lap top, a flat screen in my room, a new car, a ticket back to washington, i want eveyrthing to revole around me" but the truth of the matter is, i never asked for any of those things, she asked me and i said sure, and the only reason why i said yesis because i’ve been sitting here for four months not doing a damn thing, hell i was in public school and now im home schooled, I just don’t know how to fix our relation ship, as much as I try i can’t. It hurt my feelings because he was gone on the weekend, and his birthday is today (tuesday) mine is on sunday, and ive never had a good birthday for three years i did nothing, the power went out one year, i baby sat one year, just holidays don’t go so well for me, but my mom seems to always forget my brithday. Last year she didn’t even get me a card because she forgot, and shes never spend a lot of money on me for my brithday. no presents arent everything but just hear me out, so this weekend i was happy because I was finally out of the house, and all she could think about was buying him expensive stuff at harley davison store and driving around all texas buying him stuff, and i was like…"mom my brithday is sunday ya know" and she goes, oh i totally forgot. I mean how does that make me feel? I know my mom, she has nothing up her sleeve, or anything I just don’t know what to do.
Sorry if NONE of this made any sense, and sorry if i just waisted about fifteen mintues of your time, if you don’t answer back I understand I’m just lost. We’ve been fighting for two whole weeks, I haven’t even been able to look at her stright in the face, and it never used to be this way. of all the hurtful things she and her boyfriend said its like i have nothing left to give
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